During moments of deep thought, I would often reflect on my experiences in my mother's womb. The uncertainty and fear I encountered during that time greatly influenced my early years and my self-perception. Motivated by a longing for understanding, I found myself exploring questions about my path in life, my true identity, and the significance of my existence. I felt a compelling urge to recall something that seemed hidden behind life's mysteries. 'Who are we? 'Where are we? What is this place? were questions that never escaped me.
I grew up in a loving and equally strict living environment, where my parents instilled values of hard work and discipline. This upbringing greatly influenced my perspective on life and shaped my earlier beliefs and values. Through their guidance, I learned the importance of perseverance and dedication in achieving my goals and creating stability in life. I would later use these skills, as they were much needed. Nevertheless, I frequently felt conflicted internally, constantly recalling the sensation of being in my mother's womb, where a feeling of loss, disconnection, and even despair would consume me.
During my childhood, I had a strong sense of empathy that allowed me to understand people's thoughts and feelings deeply. This unique gift enabled me to pick up on subtle cues that many others missed. However, this heightened awareness from such a young age had a significant impact on my life, making me shy, reserved, and introspective. I often felt overwhelmed by the hidden emotions of those around me, making it hard for me to trust the world and those in it. I approached life cautiously, always on guard, believing that everyone had secrets that I couldn't grasp. I had difficulty understanding the purpose of life and felt that it was something mysterious and yet to be uncovered. As a result, I yearned for truth, knowledge, and a deeper understanding of our shared existence.
I journeyed through my younger days with many health challenges, which caused me to miss vital school time. I wasn't too fussed about that, as I was never really interested in what they were teaching us anyway. Instead, I found solace in exploring the outdoors with my brothers, drawing, and creating my own little worlds filled with fantastical creatures and adventures. I loved spending hours lost in my imagination, letting my creativity run wild. It was during these early years that I discovered my own innate artistic nature, something that has stayed with me ever since. As I entered my late teenage years, additional health issues began to arise, leading to a decline in my overall well-being. I experienced feelings of extreme exhaustion and hopelessness as if my life was spiraling out of control.
This experience prompted me to observe the environment surrounding me, a reality that sometimes appeared surreal and, at times, even distressing. Questions such as 'Why is there so much pain and suffering in the world, and Why does darkness prevail?' would often surface in my thoughts. I would then ponder to whom I was directing these questions, ultimately realizing that I was seeking answers from God.
During this period of my life, I began to perceive a sense of illusion all around me, as if we humans were participating in a game without knowing it. I realized that much of what I had been taught and believed to be true was, in actual fact, a lie. This realization challenged me to question everything I thought I knew and to seek the truth in all aspects of my life. I couldn't help but wonder how, as a collective human race, we had arrived at such a state of unawareness. Despite this realization, I noticed a general lack of curiosity or skepticism among people; it was like we were all robots on auto-pilot repeating the same thing, generation after generation, doing what we were told, again and again, confirming to the so-called norms superimposed onto us, over and over. This left me dumbfounded but gave me the push I needed to break free from the cycle and seek truth, no matter how challenging it may be. It was time to step out of my comfort zone, challenge the status quo, and live authentically. I could feel that the journey forward would be filled with challenges and triumphs, but ultimately, it was the only way to truly understand the meaning of this life.
After completing my college education, I decided to move back to my parents' house. During this period, I felt pressured to adhere to cultural expectations and societal "rules" about what I should do next in life. However, the traditional path of settling down, getting a job, and starting a family was not in line with my personal vision for the future. Although I initially struggled with conflicting feelings, I found inner strength and resilience by facing challenges head-on. This empowered me to break free from these expectations, allowing me to prioritize my own goals, beliefs and heart path. As a result, I made a decision that I never thought possible; I left my hometown and relocated to the other side of the world to forge my own path.
This moment marked both a significant beginning and end for me. It became clear that I could not fully embrace my true self in my hometown - my spirit was what I had been searching for, what I had always tried to reconnect with. With a fresh start ahead, I was determined to nurture my spirit in every possible way. I felt a newfound sense of vitality and readiness to tackle whatever lay ahead. Despite facing many obstacles during this time, I delved into self-help literature and healing practices that helped me shed the weight of my past burdens; this ignited an inner alchemy that, unbeknownst to me at the time, I was actually laying the foundation for a significant spiritual awakening that would later unfold.
I arrived at the experience that ultimately changed the course of my life, leading me to reconnect with my Spirit and uncover my true purpose in this world. As I delved into the memories that had woven the intricate fabric of my life, one particular moment stood out among the rest: this was turning 33. It shone with a strong energy that went beyond the ordinary, guiding me towards a profound change and a deeper understanding of reality; it was the moment that I had waited my entire life for; I finally remembered who I was and where I was. This special moment was like a key that unlocked the depths of my soul, revealing my true essence. Its impact echoed through me, inspiring me to help others discover their own potential and break free from self-doubt, leading them toward their destined greatness.
This eye-opening occurrence broadened my awareness and engagement with my surroundings. My multidimensional senses were profoundly heightened, awakened from a state of dormancy. I always knew I wasn't the body or even the mind, but this experience solidified that as it was now something I was actively experiencing. This truth has never left me since.
Today, I continue to experience ongoing shifts in my perception of reality. This is now just a part of my everyday life that I fully embrace. I have learned that in order to maintain a sense of peace and harmony within myself, I need to frequently reflect on these changes. Despite the challenges, I always emerge from these reflections feeling renewed and deeply grateful for the experiences and blessings that life brings.
It quickly became clear to me that my life's purpose is centered around uplifting others and making a positive difference in their lives. Whether it's offering a helping hand to those in need, providing guidance and support to those seeking it, or simply being a source of hope for those facing challenges, I recognize the importance of these selfless actions. With absolute determination, I have embraced the responsibility to journey with compassion, constantly working to improve my own life while positively impacting the world around me. Through the many experiences I have lived, I have learned valuable lessons about the importance of patience, humility, kindness, and the power of human connection. Each and every interaction in this life has contributed to shaping me into the person I am today, and I am thankful for the opportunity to continue growing and evolving as a caring individual whilst leaving a lasting legacy of love in this world.
My goal is to provide assistance to individuals going through changes in their lives, creating a secure and loving environment for the healing process to take place effectively.
I utilize formal procedures and methods whilst working with my clients to help them eliminate barriers and hurdles that prevent them from fully showcasing and embracing their authentic selves. By reconnecting with our original blueprint, we are able to rediscover our true identity - one that is in tune with God-Source and with the natural flow of life. Through this process, we are able to tap into our inner wisdom and gain a deeper understanding of our purpose and path. This journey of self-discovery is a transformative experience that allows us to grow and evolve in ways we never thought possible. As we continue to explore the depths of our being, we unlock new potentials and possibilities that lead us toward a more fulfilling and meaningful life. As we embrace the unknown and venture into uncharted territories, we are challenged to break free from societal norms and expectations, allowing us to truly discover who we are and what we are capable of becoming. By surrendering to this journey and embracing the unknown, we open ourselves up to endless possibilities and opportunities for growth, transformation, and greater freedom.
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